After a couple days of sadness grieving for dreams that could have been, I just got some good news. My sister J would like to cycle again very soon! I left it up to her to decide the 'when', as I am just so grateful to have her offer a second time. I am surprised, happy, and my heart feels a little fullness and lightness that has been been missing since Monday.
We are both traveling out of the country next month with separate but much needed vacations, so it might take a bit of clever coordination at the hand of my doctor, but it seems like we should start the stim part of the cycle in very early June.
My biggest feeling right now is hope.
I'm glad that you have a plan that you feel happy about, and that your sister is so awesome. I hope you both enjoy your vacations, and a little bit of respite form this craziness, and I hope that your heart has time to heal.
ReplyDeletewhat an amazing sister you have! good luck to you this next cycle.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry to hear of your loss. To start with I was really excited for you when I read your earlier posts but to have it taken away again so quickly is such an unwelcome rollercoaster ride - so sorry you had to take it.
ReplyDeleteGood luck for this next cycle - I will be watching this one more closely!